July 07, 2003

Grrrrrrrrr

SUBMIT
TO
THE
HEAD


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I don't have much to say. Too much work at work.

All work and no play
makes Deb_u....

well you know the rest

say it.... I suck. I'm missing my dorkass boyfriend and he hasn't called since last Saturday. I guess I don't have a plane trip to look forward to. I'm sure he didn't book it like I told his ass to. He said he was.

Actually he did call on Saturday. I only have my cell phone now & it was in my purse. I got his message 4 hours after he called. He just had text messaged PLEASE CALL. That was it.

So I don't think he bought my ticket. He's got a bazillion travel miles so I'm sure he wouldn't even have to pay for it.

I want to see him. I'm in a funk to end all funks. I'm getting uptight again.

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I want to finish writing about my Aunt Loopy. Although now that I talked about her, I'm sure the story will be completely boring.

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I cut my hair again. This haircut is awful. I just want to wear a wig. I look like the Brady Bunch mom. It's just not edgy enough. I miss my Austin hairdressers. Even when I got a bad cut it wasn't horrible. I don't even want to get it fixed. I have to have a good cut. I feel ugly without it. I used to be so cute. Dammit. I have gorgeous hair too. Now it is grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr... just fucked up.

I hate short hair. But with a good cut I actually look better with short hair.

I think I'm going to try to get it fixed. It makes me want to shave my head and tell people I had chemo or something. Then they would feel sorry for me because of that and not because I just have a shitty haircut.

I want to get drunk. Then maybe I'll think I'm pretty.

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15 days until the next national holiday.....shhhhh

celebrate with me.

Posted by debutaunt at July 7, 2003 11:08 AM | TrackBack