I've been working all day. I stayed up late last night reading this boring ass document that is HORRIBLY written. I woke up at 5:30am to finish reading it.
These guys make so much more money than I do, but damn, they can't write for shit sometimes.
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Dr. E didn't call. I'm sure there is some sort of excuse, but there really wasn't any reason he couldn't have done something for my birthday. A call would have sufficed. It just put a damper on my day.
So I want all ye creative, and psychotic, minds alike to tell me what I should make him to do make up for missing my birthday. (besides breaking up with him... that's not an option I'm going to deal with yet)
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I emailed L(lover)D. I think the reason I put up with more of Dr. E's shit than I normally would with a guy is because there are no potential men in my life. I mean I have a few that would like to do the bone dance on me, but I haven't gone out out since April. Even then I didn't really go out.
I'm going stir crazy. I need to be around men. I need to be in a bar or a club where someone ANYONE wants to get in my pants.
It doesn't help that I have the lesbian haircut from hell. I swear I look like a bull dyke. It's just not cute. (and yes I know not all lesbians have the butch cut, it's just so that you get the picture).
I can't flirt at work or just around. I'm not sexy at work. They are lucky I even show up. I dress like crap because I'm usually in such a hurry to get here. When I go out I like to dress up. I can relax and flirt and talk shit to guys. I will talk to the best looking guys and not even be shy. That's not my work persona. At work I stay under the wire. I want to feel like a generic person and not a woman. It's weird. It's probably also because all the men I work with are COMPLETE DORKS! I mean, seriously, major dorks.
I emailed Zoe's dad to tell him he's gonna have babysitting duty really soon. L D, get you a fake ID. Lori, Aimee, *diz*, Sugar-Snit, B_E_G, Minou, Pixie (you'll need to say one of us is your mom or something), Troglo, Tango, Chelle, Gypsy, Katie, Seagorilla, Ivy Angel... Ladies it's time for a ROAD TRIP to HOUSTON. Girls night out.
I'm so there.
I'm so drunk.
ok, I'm so wanna be there and wanna be drunk.
We all (non Nyorkers) should all save up and plan a trip to NYC next year. I think that would be too too fun. All the improvers would let us couch it for a weekend I'm sure. I say we organize.
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I'm almost out of work. Off to fight the dorkfus drivers of this city.
FUCK TRAFFIC
adios