Ok, over 5,000 views. That's always kind of cool.
5,000 fellow freaks.
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L D I miss you
Emails to me all day long
But hot pilots Yea!
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I started a 2 week supply of anti-depressants. These are new and are supposed to start working more quicky. We'll see.
Although Lara and I did laugh our asses off over some really stupid stuff. Like I said, she's my inside joke girl.
My old boss, who has been packing up his office all week, walked around the corner on us and caught us mid-laugh fest. He had the cutest smile on his face. It was nice to see him smile for a change.
Tomorrow makes it two weeks with no word from Dr. E. I think he's withdrawn. I know I'm in denial. So I guess that means I'm not in denial if I already know it then?
I've actually seen him like this before. Burnt out. Doesn't answer the phone. One time after not hearing from him, I just showed up at his house. He had been having a terrible day and had been crying and praying all day. He says he just would rather no one see him like that.
I hope that this isn't the case. It's like what Burnsy or Dano go through on occasion except he doesn't reach out or call or anything.
He withdraws.
I really really hope not.
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The picnic was goofy. I started off in the shittiest of moods. They were throwing things in the conference room. Frisbees, nerf footballs and shit.
I just wanted to eat and get the fuck out of there.
It turned out ok, but Mr. Fake Smiler (the new boss o' mine) took my seat. I was sitting with my friends and went to wait my turn in line to get something to eat.
Even when he heard it was my seat he didn't move. What an ass. I'm sure this will be typical of our new boss/employee relationship.
I made a really funny poster for the big boss (with the help of Ms. Seamonkey's & another online friend, Wicked Spellman's, photoshop skills). It was so cute. I could tell he really liked it.
I am tired of working this week. I've been spending 3 hours every morning reading documents. They are boring as hell.
I am going for drinks tonight though, so I'm keeping this short.
I wish to get my drink on.
But since I have to get up and read a compliance status report for 3 hours tomorrow this will not be happening.