I'm getting a new set of pans for Christmas. I know I should be excited but I'm not. I can't seem to remember any gifts given to me for several years now. (except for this pretty pink beaded picture frame from Lara for my birthday & a red teddy bear from Dr. E for Valentines)
Just for once I'd like something pretty. I think it's because I'm entirely too hard to shop for.
Things I think I might like & not necessarily for Christmas... I'm just thinking aloud you know (yeah, I think... that's why no one can buy shit for me because I don't even really know for sure)
a massage or a facial - I've never had one. I have great skin, but I know I could use a massage. I don't think my muscles could be any tighter.
flowers - I'm a girly girl. I miss getting flowers
Some new CDs. My music is a bit outdated.
Movie Gift Certificates - I love going to the movies, but rarely go.
Pretty earrings - my ex used to spend crazy amounts of money on little tiny tiny gold earrings & stuff. I hate to be ungrateful, but I'm a big person. These little trinkets look stupid on me. He got me this necklace that was so small Zoe could wear it. If he had spent $300 on fake stone jewelry, he could probably bought me 10 pairs (vs. 1 stupid pair I will never wear)
Some shoes and clothes. Purchased in the new millineum. I'm wearing shoes today that are like seven years old. Fuck that's old.
I'm so fucking selfish.
I want to buy Zoe a tricycle, a few barbies & clothes, some new books, some video/learning games for the computer and some new clothes and shoes for her. But I won't. I give her Christmas all year round. I may buy a few things, but not more than $20 worth of stuff. She needs a booster seat for the car because she's getting too tall. So I'm going to save up for that.
this is it. Back to this fucking boring ass work. I don't have shit to write today.
Happy holidays. They suck already.
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P.S. Dizzy - damn girl... hang in there. I'm glad you are alive. Sheesh - you and Digital Carpenter are out to kill yourselves.
Aimee - all is good. Read away.
L D - damn girl, we miss you. It's unanimous (shit I can't spell)
Soccerboy - I'll be there tomorrow. 7:30 - no backing out. I'll be tired as shit, but I'll be there. Watch out suckers, we are headed to the gym.