Ok, I think maybe now the moderator from my journal site is making it look like I am trying to go behind his back or something :( I really am not. I don't want back on that site because I know he doesn't like me (or my actions or whatever??)
I sent him an email right when I found that my journal was gone. I asked him if there was any way to get a copy of it or find it so that I could finish archiving. No reply.
My NYC friend Benorbeen then posted a thread on my behalf asking if anyone had a copy in their cache of my journal. The moderator posted that I should just email him directly to resolve this and then immediately closed (locked) that thread. Uh. I had.
I then emailed him again.
No reply. None again today.
I emailed for the third time. I am going to give up if he doesn't reply :(
This just sucks ass. I don't know what his beef is with me. I even donated $50 to the Howard Dean campaign on his behalf (as I was going to paypay it to the journal site, but he told me to give it to Dean instead.) I also brought him a Texas T-shirt when I went to NYC to thank him for all that he does with that site.
I had always liked him. Really. He usually is so cool. And I always had a secret/not so secret crush on him. He's funny and always level headed. Now, I think he just wants me to disappear. Which was what I was trying to do.
Now. My journal is gone. And there are like 500 more craptastic journals on the archives there, but I guess mine is too sucky to stay? Man. My feelings are kind of hurt on this one.
Guess it doesn't pay to piss off some people.
Oh well. Debutaunt.com will live on. And cunts will always be cunts. (no, I'm not saying the moderator is one ... I just know that he's friends with Jed the Jackhole and maybe he is pissed at me for talking smack. Or Jed the big baby complained about me??)
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woo hoo. One of the secrets has been revealed.
My sexy, sassy Irish friend, *dizzy* is having a baby. I'm so excited for that cute young thing. I'll have to keep you all posted on her progress.
She really is a doll. I'm so happy for her!!!
Anyway, work is busy. So I have to go.
I miss you fuckers! I want to write some more to alieviate some of this sadness over the death of my old journal. I swear that just bites if it's all gone.
Peace and Paprika for all of you!
Calm down. I have been out of town and not had a chance to go through my email. You will get a copy of your journal via email within the week.
Posted by: mullaney at May 11, 2004 01:52 PM