I took Zoe to see Hildalgo & then to the Mucky Duck to see Ian Moore (early, non smoking show). She was wearing her coral birthday dress with the fabric flowers and ribbon. She really looked so pretty. She danced all around and was spinning so her dress would flair out. I have some pictures we took before we went out, but will post them later.
Thank you all for the adorable Zoe birthday thread. It made her laugh so much. She loved all the pictures and made me show them to her like 8 times.
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He's still here. In my head. Every day, and I hate it. It's pathetic.
It's nights
like these that I miss you
Your visits and wine
and candles and
Freida and dancing in
my living room
as you slowly undress
me and take me
into your arms and
kiss me and then I don't know
where I am
because I know
you adore me and that's all
that matters
Even if I never see
you again I will always
own that love for you
as it doesn't go away
I try to forget you
with others and nights
and sex
and I remind myself
of your indifference
yet I still yearn for you
on these cool lonely nights
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Are other people as lonely as I am?
I have a busy, fulfilling life yet I still feel so awfully lonely. It's rather sad that some of my best friends (even before my IRC friends) all live in other cities.
I should just read that book and go to bed. I can't even listen to music because it's all too fresh and too painful, evoking memories I don't want to have right now.
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You don't have to be such dicks, and you know it. :tsk: It's just pussy. It's not personal. Either way. You're hurting my feelings. Fuckers.