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I love you. I'm Such a Queer

"Alcohol gave me wings to fly then it took away the sky." -Anonymous

Minou. Minou. Minou. And this rhymes with I love you.

I miss my IRC friends. I know some are around from the comments they leave.

But I miss my sense of community there. Yes, there were some problems, mostly my own (un)doing, but there were also so many lovely people that I still have never met. People who I feel like they are a part of my life. I read their journals and I feel their heartache. I wish I could hug them every single day.

I never got to say goodbye. I got the boot & didn't get to say goodbye properly. It was a sad death of my journal for me. It was as if my community burned down around me and I had no water. I lit the match and then stood there like a jackass saying "what on earth did I do?" And then it was too late to say goodbye.

I think of you. You sweet souls. A lot. I don't know who is where, but I still lurk. I still read about you and your lives. Don't stop writing, ever.

so holla at a girl once in a while, you buttmunchers!

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Snit and her passion. I smell that candle you gave me every day. One day I will actually use it, but until then I love it because it always reminds me of you. Thanks for the strength. For the knock upside the head when I needed it.

Lori - my secret sister. I love you. Thanks for always being there for me. Your humor when you hurt is inspiring.

Rich - where are you man? I always laugh when I read his journal title.

L D and her housebuying. Don't let anyone fuck with you. You are awesome and still like my lil sister.

Minou and Burns and their lovely love. Don't give up. Please. Because one damn day I will dance at your wedding.

Thorn and her strength (even when she doesn't feel that way, she has always given me some strength). Thanks for my shoutout.

Snert - hang in there my troll, not troll, friend. I was glad to see you write. And I would not have wanted anyone else to have been there with me in the city. You walkin' motherfucka!

Bookie is going to the chapel and she's gonnnnnnnna get married - yay! I *heart* you. My fishing camping dogloving venting girl.

dano and his ups and downs - I always hug you and you'll never know it

G-man and his love for his family and country. You never call... you never write... *smack*

Oldlady and her warmth and kindness and love of nature. I live my country life vicariously through her.

GDW - you are one of the reasons I'll never regret my NYC trip. A lovely wonderful woman. Hang in there. Follow your heart. And be good to yourself. Always wear lipstick.

Pixie and her college quest. You make me giggle.

Aimee and her new life. I love the pics. Your before/after is still on my wall. I will be right there with you one day. I'm so happy for you. I miss you.

Mandel - I miss you chick. And you are so close. Damn. Be strange, but don't be a stranger.

Chelle - I miss you. Are you here? How's married life? Are you bow-legged yet? heh.

*diz* - how is the pg going? I hope well. I hope you are well my silly spunky friend. I love this girl's spark. She is gonna make a hell of a mom.

Mullaney - Sorry you had to babysit. You have enough shit to deal with. (Byegones!)

Benorbeen. I appreciate your support. I like when my email says your name. And miss posting back to you on the forums. You've been cracking me up lately. A guy who never lets them see him sweat.

Fretty & Mo. These are friends that I absolutely miss, but don't think they will ever miss me again. I'm sorry friends. I really am.

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But my world has expanded, and for that I am so very happy.

On to new friends -

Chef baby ... I can't wait for you to rock my world. I am in *adore* with you. Chonch lover! Feed me, fuck me, make me laugh and I'm yours forever. (just so as you don't fuck me into a diabetic coma ... you know this, right?) I guess it's good to date a chef. They have some interesting skills. I can't wait to find out. heh.

Sass, you are a wicked wicked wonderful girl. I'm glad you are around. You make my life and this world a funnier place. I love a chick that can make me snort with 5 words or less. You really do rock it!

Shutterbug, I can't wait for you to be here. Get over the hump girl. I know it's rough, but it will be soon. You need to be here. We need you, you fucking funny ass girl.

Frenchie - you crack my motherfuckin ass up. I love partying with you!

Now. I guess I better work - or I'll end up workin it.

This lack of sleep is fun, but it's turning me into a gayball (singular).

If I missed you, and you are around, holla at a sista. Damn.

And yes, goddamnit, that gayballs golf picture was a fucking classic.

Peace and Prophylatics to you all.

Posted by debutaunt at May 27, 2004 01:06 PM | TrackBack