And someone got to find that out yesterday. Yum. ;)
I stayed home again. I don't know why my stomach is so woosy. I feel good, then I get some weird wave on nausea. At least now I have insurance again. Shitty insurance, and I haven't gotten my card yet, but still, at least I am covered. I don't know how long to make this wait. I'm sure I'll be over it soon. I sure as hell better be.
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My ex is going gangbusters on finding a job. He's trying so hard. I feel really bad for him. A friend of mine is helping him out and giving him a shot at some extra money doing some construction work. It's really hard work though. But at least it's a way for him to get some money. I pray for my ex every day. I know he was a butt to me, but I want so much for him to have peace. For him to be proud of what he does and to finally make some money. He is 44 and has never really made more than $12 an hour. That is just heartbreaking to me. A man can't be a man if he can't earn a decent wage.
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I picked Zoe up early yesterday. I took her to go see Scooby Doo 2 with a new cool friend of mine. It was fun for a kids movie, but Zoe thought it was a little scary.
We then went to the park for a few hours and had the best time. I played with Zoe and we were both super sweaty. It's in the 80s here during the day. Not too humid either. I still miss that cold though.
We've had some awesome days lately. She's looking forward to visiting my parents so much. I can't wait. I'm so happy for them.
My parents are the best.
I still remember their 30th anniversary. We all went to lunch and the kids got together and made them do a game. Like the newlyweds except it was the oldyweds.
The sweetest was when my mom described my father. She said that he went to work every day for nearly 40 years without once complaining about it. That he worked so hard for so long to take care of all of us. She was crying. It was one of the few times I'd seen my mom cry.
I gave them a cruise to Mexico as a present for their 35th. It was actually something I won. I just thought that they'd appreciate it much more than I would. It was the first trip they had taken sans kids since their honeymoon.
They are so amazing. I don't know how I got so lucky.
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I've recently gone back to a local personals site and found that I had a ton of messages waiting in my inbox. I answered a few. I still am not ready for anything serious. I'd just like to meet people that live around here. And have enough friends that I can just up and call them to go do stuff. It's hard when you don't have much free time. I've also met a few other single parents. It's cool to be able to relate to someone else's life struggles. And some of them ... the guys. Um, can you say HOT?
When I was in Austin I had tons of friends. Still am friends with some of them. Most have moved on. I have lots of friends here, but most of them have kids and stuff and can't really do things at the spur of the moment.
Anyway, it's all in fun. I'm just checking it out for a bit. I'm sure I'll get bored of it again soon.
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My date last Sat with B was too sweet. I've waited so long to meet him, and when I saw him I just wanted to hug him all night. Like an old friend. It was so familiar and comfortable, but I was still kind of shy. I'm so dorky. Anyway, I'm glad we finally met and got it over with. He's one of the best guys I know.
We went to go see Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. It was sweet. We held hands and snugged up the whole movie. My favorite thing to do. Then we went to Denny's for French toast.
Overall it was a great first date.
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back to debbitch mode.
Ok. Bitch. You think your hurting my feelings? Well, all it's doing is cementing in my mind the fact that you and he so deserve eachother. You're both mental wackjobs.
I seriously could really give a shit. I actually think it's high-larious.
Can you say dodged a bullet? There are more than a few female IRCers who should be thanking the Baby Jesus that we got out safely.
Cut it out. All it's doing is making you look like more of a cunt.
And man, does it take one to know one.
Off to work. yay for the almighty corporate dollar.
Posted by debutaunt at March 28, 2004 10:10 PM | TrackBack