March 24, 2004

If I married elvis costello

Thanks for this CD. Regardless. For everything you did and especially for this gift I will always totally adore you.

This song has no relevance to anything that has happened in my life, but just is an amazing song. So chill.


Still Too Soon to Know Lyrics
by Elvis Costello

Do you love him
Or is it still too soon to know?
When I think back a couple of days
Before I found you in his spell
Was there a warning?
What can I say
Should I look away
It's still too soon to know

Are you sorry
Or is it still to soon to know?
It didn't take much to break us in two
For it was in the way that he came close to touching you
The look in your eyes
I thought I recognised
It's still too soon to know

And it's still too soon to know
Will you stay or will you go?
It's still too soon to know?

When I think back a couple of days
If I wasn't happy then, I never will be
I wonder was this ignorance or bliss?
It's still too soon to know

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Getting ready for a late dinner date with B. Am nervous, but not nervous. It's a mommy night off. I'm beyond relaxed and a bit sleepy. A hard hard workout today. 18 miles again. Stretching. This calls for a Starbucks.

It's all calm here. Again a bit of sadness creeps in as I miss my friends. I miss calling when the urge hits me. And laughing often. What void is there that is causing this?

I can't wait to buy that lipstick GDW recommended.

Ok, enough time wasting.

I love this fucking music. I love it and hate it because it makes me think of you and how fucked up it all got. This was not how it was supposed to be. Maybe one day I can hear it and smile. I hope that comes soon. Sooner than soon. I miss you, you fucking ass.

That goes for you too you big damn baby. Snap out of it. I need a birthday present. You better be over this shit by then. You know it would be fun.

Ok, dinner. hunger. date. get into date mood, dammit Deb_u.

Posted by debutaunt at March 24, 2004 10:31 PM | TrackBack