Chef is going through some stuff with his cheffiness. We have some big decisions ahead of us. But that's cool. I know whatever happens, we will work it all out. And have fun doing it.
And I have some health issues that I WILL CONQUER. I am determined.
I walked to Taco Cabana for lunch and pretended that I wasn't in pain. I'm skipping the vicodan because it doesn't seem to be doing much. I think it is because I stopped taking the anti-inflamatories with it (which makes it work better). But the A-I have some yuck side effects.
Regardless, I'm going to heal. Or at least I'm going to mentally block out the pain as much as I can. Fuck that shit. I'm tired of being all gimpy.
I want a new car. I'm itching for one. So is Chef. I want a Nissan Xterra. I am determined there too. I'm going to get something. And I'm going to get something I want.
My car is such a pain. I got it from my dad (well I've paid like 5 years on the damn thing). I'm grateful, but I hate paying $300 a month for a car I would have never bought (bleegh, Ford Taurus), I don't like, and I don't like driving. It's no longer under warranty and I've been having some issues with it. I know I can budget a car payment, but I sure can't budget car repairs in addition to that.
Life is good. It's been hard, but still good. Chef and I have had some issues (not related to our "family," but more of external issues going on). And it's nice to be with someone who is as determined as I am. We will get through this and we are going to kick some ass. Why? Because we want to and because we love eachother. I might write some more when we get this resolved.
Tonight I'm babysitting for my Sis #1. Sis #2 and I have sort of done the byegones thing. I'm so relieved. I adore that girl. And so does my Zoe. I hope that we can just forget that stuff. I hope that one day she (and her hubs) will realize that I count on her and I wish she could count on me back. There aren't many people in this world that I have known for my whole life (or nearly my whole life), and those are the people I hold most dear. I really would do anything for her.
After I babysit, I'm going to hang with my girl Shutterbug (*smooch*). Girls night in. Then tomorrow I'm off for some more test driving & wheeling & dealing with these damn car dealers.
I love it when Chef goes with me. That internal calculator comes in handy. But I've been doing some homework, so I feel a bit more prepared. I may not be so quick to calculate, but I sure as hell know what I want and what is a good deal.
Tomorrow night is another concert with Rock Star Chef preparing dinner & a VIP party. We are going to have a fun night. Ozomatli with Kinky , and Plastilina Mosh. They are on the radio right now and in studio on www.kgsr.com (my fav. Austin station). Love them. Man, they are great.
Ok, work calls.
Peace, Periods, Pussy, Pomanders, Papayas, and Puritans for you all.
Main Entry: menˇstruˇaˇtion
Pronunciation: "men(t)-strü-'wA-sh&n, men-'strA-
Function: noun
: a discharging of blood, secretions, and tissue debris from the uterus that recurs in nonpregnant breeding-age primate females at approximately monthly intervals and that is considered to represent a readjustment of the uterus to the nonpregnant state following proliferative changes accompanying the preceding ovulation; also : PERIOD 6c
Yeah, that is directed at you. Stay out of my journal you lame asshole. or should I say assholes? Why don't you show your lame face & leave a comment instead of being so skeevy?
I would just like to update you on tests and evaluations performed....jumping up and down does NOT work.
dammit
Posted by: Ctal at August 14, 2004 08:47 AMI lived in Austin for 8 years and I listen to KGSR online almost every day. It is one of the few things I miss about Texas.
Posted by: melissa (momosan) at August 16, 2004 03:17 PM