February 04, 2005

Mood

I'm in the mood to sit at home and eat popcorn and watch really sad movies and cry.

I want to watch Sophies Choice. I want to see Shindler's list. I want to see people cry and agonize over something.

Because just when my life seems so awful and sad, there is someone who is out there damaged and hurting and surviving.

I should feel shame that I think I live a hard life. I should. Guilt and shame.

I'm feeling lonely today and have so much to do at work. While I'm glad that they dumped the last dirty booger eater assistant I had (aka Perky Butt to those in the know), I have so much work it truly makes my head ache.

I want to leave.

I need a hug.

Somebody call me.

*tap tap* is this thing on?

Posted by debutaunt at February 4, 2005 04:34 PM