I just got a bonus check. We just closed out 2 projects. It's the biggest one I've ever gotten, but goddamn, I sure needed it.
And the timing could NOT be any better. I swear I have been so broke it's not funny. I spent most of yesterday setting aside toys, books, clothes, anything that I could sell somehow.
I hadn't even paid the daycare from last week. I wasn't sure if I was even going to have enough money to do so. And I haven't been buying one of my 1084239 medications because it is so expensive. Re-using the syringe tips for my insulin shots. Stupid shit like that. Eating peanut butter & cheap food so I could pay my electric bill.
And now I can actually get Zoe a birthday present. Six more days. We've been celebrating every day since March 1st. Just little notes and pictures I've been giving her. Wrapping up these little presents I've stashed from happy meals and stuff. I didn't have enough money to buy anything but maybe a cake mix. And now I can reenroll her in gymnastics at her daycare ($45). Yay!!!!
I honestly feel like crying, I'm so happy.
Still. I'm sure it won't go that far. I'm just not making it anymore. So even though I'm so tempted to go blow it, I've got to save it. And pay off bills and such.
And if you have cards for Zbaby, please send them. She just got a postcard from Germany and a letter from London. You have NO idea how excited she gets to get the mail :)
Peace and Presents for you all.
Posted by debutaunt at March 14, 2005 10:47 AM