I hate to fight.
I honestly do.
But I'm a Cancer. I'm cool until provoked.
Especially when you pull the low blow punches. And especially when you start it.
I know I'm like 3rd grade about it. I know I'm difficult and moody.
I also know that I'm sick. My immune system is giving me a big FUCK YOU right about now. And that jacks up my blood sugar levels and makes it hard to function sometime.
I also know that I will die soon because I'm like this.
And that I lose friends easily because I'm like this.
I know it. I've accepted it. And then I move on.
But I do have some friends who have stuck around long enough to know me well. And they know how to deal with this.
There are some things you just don't say to friends if you want to stay friends with them. I know I said some.
But I didn't say them first :(
And I really hate to lose you. Bitch.
Posted by debutaunt at March 24, 2005 05:31 PM