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I call Zoe every day. I miss her beyond comprehension. I can't get used to this being alone stuff. Yes it's nice to be able to eat a hot meal without having someone ask you for 1390483 different things, but reading a book before bedtime while your kiddo falls asleep is just about the best thing in life.

I usually call on my way to the gym. She then asks if I'm going to the gym, and she starts crying that she wants to come home nooooooooowmommyyyyyyy. She sounds miserable, but I know it's only when she talks to me. Then she thinks about her house and her mom and her cousins and friends. She's cried for the past two days. It kills me. "I love you mommy, and want to come home NOW!"

I don't have any time off for the rest of the year. So when I go to pick Z and her dad up at the airport on the 29th, I also have to stop by her doctor's office to get her a shot for school. I'll be registering her for class that morning too. Going to be a busy day. But I can't wait to see her. I swear I'm going to be bawling when I pick her up.

She is gonna be pissed though. All this time playing and having fun at dads, and as soon as she gets home - a shot and a new wake up time - 6:45 (in preparation for kindergarten).

I think I'm too tired to write. I have to take tonight off from working out because the leg workout from the other day still aches. Too much time on the elliptical trainer I think too. I think I'll go have a manicure/pedicure.

The first day I got my new picture phone, I told Zoe to look in the camera and make a face. Funny thing was that she made the same exact face as me.

Damn, I miss that kid.

Posted by debutaunt at July 21, 2005 10:39 AM