Ok. I passed Post #666. And October 13th is a wee bit shy of being halfway over. No devastation... just yet. I don't know why, but I really will be glad when tomorrow comes. Probably because we are going camping.
Curly girl posted on getting over the ghost of your ex.
I think I have great difficulty getting over most of my exes. Probably because the majority of the breakups weren't horrible or difficult. I still have lust over my college boyfriend. We were engaged and he flipped out after graduation and broke up with me. This was traumatic to me and I cried for like three months. He was such an honorable man, even if he did marry a hook-nosed bitch. But it was his goodness that makes me love him. He was sweet. A runner and a writer. I recently found an old box and there were notes in there from him. One written on the back of a beer label. It's hard to let them go when you are so fond of them.
I don't know if Dr. Egypt counts as an ex. We just drifted apart, but when we talk, he is like those old friends that even though you don't see them often, just know you. I will always love him. Even if I never see him again.
Chef. Well that one was easy to get over. He was so disgusting that I wanted to kick myownself for dating him.
And then there was The Boy For Sex. That relationship was complicated in and of itself, but there wasn't this horrible breakup. We actually still hang out and talk several times a week.
But I know that perhaps why I haven't moved on and probably will remain single has less to do with my fat ass and more to do with my fat head... which is full of ex boyfriends.
Posted by debutaunt at October 13, 2005 04:47 PM