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Camping was fun.
We got sick.

Zoe has bronchitis and a fever. She missed two days of school and now I'm all kinds of sad that she won't get perfect attendance.

I am home sick. Now I have missed three days of work, unpaid I might add.

I have a twitchy eye, a fever, body aches, and blisters on my face from a sunburn, which I got camping even though I tried to be all up in the shade. I have had a headache for about 8 days now. I can't seem to sleep at night and even though my AC is on 68, I feel like I am burning up and toss and turn all night. Zoe coughs on me all night. We are a sad sad pair.

I feel like shit. I feel like I have the flu without the cold part of it.

And the worst thing is that I'm sure I have a ton of work to do at the office, and I'm sure they don't believe that I am sick. Because I'm sick all the damn time.

This is the worst thing about having diabetes. If you get a secondary illness, it is like the King Kong of sickness. And it lasts for a long fucking time.

I need to go see my doctor, but he is on the other side of town and I don't like driving my car with this damn twitchy eye. I have to go see him. Fucking twitchy eye and all.

I think I need the week off to just recuperate and take care of myself. I miss my mom.

My dad is having surgery today on his foot. Some sort of vascular roto-rooter on his foot to improve circulation so they don't have to amputate his toes. I feel so selfish being sick as it's my Sis #2's birthday and my poor dad is having surgery. I want to hide.

Too bad I didn't hide this entry.

Posted by debutaunt at October 19, 2005 09:15 AM