First off, you want to link to my financial plea, please go right ahead. I ain't too proud to beg. Ok. So I am. But I am doing it anyway as I need to make an insurance payment from a non-existant paycheck.
So Here is the link to the thing. You know. The thing.:
Ok. So lets play how many typos can be spotted in this entry. Mmmkay? Because we are now going on day 4 of shitty insomnia. Most likely caused by a belly full of meds. Bleh.
Well that and the fact that I nearly peed myself tonight. Because I can't just jump my happy tired ass out of bed to sprint to the can as it serves my need. Nothing like incontinence to make you sprint to the potty at 1am. That and the fact that I ain't no bed wetter. not yet anyway.
I have tired like no other now. Day 4 is usually the bewitching night for insomniacs. How do they do this. I don't know how I'm doing this because I can barely see anyway as my eyes are blurry from chemo. Oh fun. But it makes it much more fun to type without my reading glasses anyway. This could get rich.
Did I tell you that my endocronologist is a spaz and makes my blood sugar go up just talking to her? I had an 18 minute phone conversation about my blood sugar. I'm like...do you get paid by the minute? And why do I need to go to the hospital to tell you what my blood sugar is doing? How about email lady...
Ok. I think I may go read about Lance Amstrong s'more as that's what I did last night. Lance and his one ball. His one kickass ball.
Damn, tired has new meaning tonight. That and Depends. They hopefully won't have any meaning anytime soon.
Posted by debutaunt at November 10, 2005 01:05 AMyup. tiredness is The Lame. just so ya know tho, you don't have the exclusive rights to it, i've seen my fair share of tired and yea, day four is a hoot. it's about then that when you talk to your cat, she starts talking back. :X
things will get better Deb, they will. and you will kick this shitty situation's ass. you WILL.
Posted by: nine at November 10, 2005 08:13 AMyeah, the first Lance book rocks - all about the fight and such. The second - well, eh, not so much in my humble estimation.
And when it comes to bed wetting, just ask yourself WWUD? (What Would'nt Uma Do?). HA!
Cheers, Deb. Keep kicking ass!
Posted by: sally at November 10, 2005 10:16 AMWWUD? That is a good one. I still have you in my prayers. And hey, maybe depends will come out with a sexy undergarmet? The Depends Thong. You never know. :)
Posted by: Crazy Lady at November 10, 2005 12:02 PM