I was sitting here, eyes closed and thinking about Zoe. She was sitting on my right knee and I leaned over to kiss her on the cheek and woke myself up.
Morphine or wishful thinking. I guess a bit of both. I will take it either way.
It felt so real.
Posted by debutaunt at March 10, 2006 02:28 PMSome hallucinations can seem to be VERY real! Blessings to you.
Posted by: Sometimes Saintly Nick at March 10, 2006 07:11 PMthat sounds like the best kind of hallucination *ever*! or maybe zoe is teleporting? :)
Posted by: moxiemomma at March 10, 2006 07:47 PMHope you're getting some rest. It was great to bump into you on chat... Love ya, and talk to ya soon.
Posted by: sunil at March 10, 2006 08:21 PMaw. sounds like maybe she was thinking of you, too. ;)
Posted by: Sarcomical at March 10, 2006 08:35 PMI'm sure she was thinking of you at that very moment and your souls kissed. It won't be too long and she'll be back in your arms again. You are amazing and kickin cancers butt!
Praying for you
I think it was reality of days to come.
My family prays for you every night.
Rachel
Posted by: SWLF at March 10, 2006 09:15 PMi agree with everyone else. you and Zoe were thinking about each other at the same time. in my family we call it "mainbrain."
hang in there, deb, these are the kind of hallucinations to have.
xo
Posted by: kristin at March 10, 2006 09:15 PMWhat a wonderful blessing. That just brings joy to my heart for you. That is just very precious, and keep it in your heart.
Love,
Dawn
Queen of the Universe you were having a Mom moment.
Those times when you know your heart is attached to
your childs.
Hallucinate away 'tis what all the cool Queens do.
XOXO
Shoshie
Yiddish Master to the Queen
I'd call that a healing hallucination and a most welcome and heartwarming one at that! I know Zoe's heart must be totally touching yours to help in your engraftment and your healing. Many prayers for you and Zoe-Princess tonight!!
Posted by: Bren/Cody'sMom at March 10, 2006 10:30 PMAwwww what a great hallucination kissing Zoe.
Hallucinate about Zoe and engrafting cells. It
will make the time go by fast.
Nikki
Posted by: SWLF at March 11, 2006 06:40 AMHow sweet - I'd agree that you were both thinking of each other.
Soon enough, it will be real!
xoxo
Posted by: clandestine at March 11, 2006 08:40 AMGood Morning, my Queen! I trust you were very well taken care of through the night?
I hope your morning is going well, and your keeping the flow of good thoughts, vibes, prayers, silliness, and love in your mind and body.
Praying for you, all the time. You are so often in my thoughts.
Posted by: Stalker Dawn at March 11, 2006 09:03 AMHow cool, enjoy the heartfelt moment. She will be in your arms soon. Keep on fighting, your kicking "ALL" butt.
Prayers and Peace
Nancy
What a wonderful, comforting hallucination to have. I hope you rested well through the night. Blessings...
Posted by: Moogie at March 11, 2006 09:41 AMHello Houston, Queen of the Universe, Duchess of
Delt, Madame Morphine of Madrid.
I know you would want to know this little tid-bit. I was vacuming (WHY) and the bag exploded.
Now I have dog hair, all kinds of yuck, flew out.
Pass the drugs.
Shoshie
(who should never operate a vacum)
XOXO
Shoshie-who was cursing in Yiddish
What a wonderful, comforting hallucination to have. I agree with the person who called it a healing hallucination. You are looking to the future, when you can be with Zoe again. It will come soon. Hang in. You're doing this. It's all good!
Posted by: Philosophical Karen at March 11, 2006 01:44 PMYea, I'm with Rachel. A vision of the future. The day is coming. What a wonderful thought :)
Posted by: Susie at March 11, 2006 01:53 PM