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Twice for my Saturday, Man

Thoughts at 2:15 am

1. There are way too many freaks on Yahoo.
2. There are way too many freaks on Yahoo that send me instant messages
3. There are way too many freaks on Yahoo that send me instant messages and I hate them
4. If you are a freak on Yahoo and send me an instant message.... Um. NO! I don't want to see up close pictures of your privates.
5. Nor am I interested in letting you suck my toes. Or lick my feet.
6. I have a fever
7. I have a fever and no one knows why
8. I bought shoes today. That made me happy
9. I wish I had money to buy more shoes
10. This classical music mom put on is making me feel nuts
11. Maybe I am nuts

I wore makeup today and had a total Mommy/Zoe day. We used to do those all the time. Just mainly spontaneous days and you take off, no plans in mind.

We did a starbucks drive-by and I had my first iced latte in a month. I was thrilled that it didn't make me feel sick. Then we went to go see Barnyard. It was cute, but the udders on the "Boy Cows" were a bit distracting. Boo Hollywood. Then we bought more school supplies (after I robbed the bank to pay for them). I still have to find just ONE MORE damn THING and then we will be able to supply a third world country with all the stuff we had to buy.

Zoe was hungry by this point, but I wasn't ready to take her home yet. I wanted to do something fun. So I popped a darvon so I could do some walking and we headed downtown.

"Zoe's Reactions to the Riverwalk"

The Alamo - Um. That looks boring. I don't want to go there

Are you lost? AGAIN? (I'm always lost. Even when I know where I'm going, I still get lost)

Do people swim in that yucky water? (the riverwalk)

Where does all the bird poop go? Is that a real door?

That building really does look flat. Do flat people work there?

Can we do that again (as soon as she stepped off the boat)

We went to a steak place as the food court looked like Tuberculosis Central. I had half a salad and a cup of really good chili. Zoe had a filet mignon and fries. I don't know what happend to my child, but she didn't want to eat it because of the "black stuff" aka the grill marks.

Now back in the day, she'd go to a steakhouse, eat an entire steak, and then want mine. No Mickey D's for that kid. Eating out was either sushi (just cream cheese in hers), steak, or the "pancake store" aka IHOP.

It's lateness here. Note Zoe's glossy lips. Just like her momma.

Life is so short, so fast the lone hours fly,
We ought to be together, you and I
~Author Unknown

Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you like hell. ~Edna St. Vincent Millay

I am tired, Beloved,
of chafing my heart against
the want of you;
of squeezing it into little inkdrops,
And posting it.
~Amy Lowell, "The Letter"

To die and part is a less evil; but to part and live, there, there is the torment. ~George Lansdowne

Why can't we get all the people together in the world that we really like and then just stay together? I guess that wouldn't work. Someone would leave. Someone always leaves. Then we would have to say good-bye. I hate good-byes. I know what I need. I need more hellos. ~Charles M. Schulz

A goodbye isn't painful unless you're never going to say hello again. ~Author Unknown

As soon as forever is through, I'll be over you. ~Toto

I think we dream so we don't have to be apart so long. If we're in each other's dreams, we can play together all night. ~Bill Watterson, Calvin & Hobbes

I like to think of it like the last one. That's about all I have left.

I'll always love you.
~Hobbes

Posted by debutaunt at August 13, 2006 01:13 AM