I'm feeling better. I was up at 4:30am because I slept most of yesterday away. I woke up because I was so thirsty, since I had lots of crackers and am feeling carbloated. I need coffee. And Sixbucks is getting expensive, so I've been brewing my own at home. Not quite as fun.
I'm in a weird mood. And I don't know why. I feel like a wrecking ball is poised over me. Like a shadow is following me. And I'm trying really hard to shake it, but it's catching up.
This year I will be 1. February 27, 2007, I will be one year from transplant. That's a few days after the Debu_Dad's birthday, so I think we will have a big ol' party. And yes, you are invited.
And this year I will also be 40. July 22, 2007, I will be 40 years old. I don't feel like it, but somehow it feels like a gloomy countdown.
I get this urge to run.
I can do this. I just need to shake the funk. Or take a vacation. I think Kami and I need to take a cruise. I think all the blog-sisters (and a few bros too) need to hop on a boat and sail away for a while. I have connections. I just need to pull the trigger.
Your assignment today is to go visit Amanda and send her some B-love. I loves me some Amanda.
I miss my sisters. And I miss my Shoshie sisters.
Posted by debutaunt at January 5, 2007 06:14 AMHappy you are off the bathroom-sad you are in a funk. Maybe it is post holiday blues, and maybe it is because you did not get your own Barbie doll.
Glad you posted for us.
Posted by: Toto at January 5, 2007 06:54 AMThis is a big year for you. Yes, you need a BIG 1st b-day party. And a cruise, that sounds devine!!
Posted by: Missy at January 5, 2007 09:42 AMThanks for the love darlin'. Have a good day.
Posted by: amanda at January 5, 2007 11:44 AMI'm with Toto, it's probably holiday blues..I am very familiar myself. Don't sweat the big 40, I'll be 41 in a few days. It's really a piece of cake.
What did one candle say to the other?
"Don't birthdays burn you up?"
I hope the funk leaves soon.
Posted by: Elizabeth at January 5, 2007 01:10 PMI turned 40 in 2005 and again in 2006 (because 2005 was a crappy year and I decided to do "40" again!) I believe I will turn 40 again this year as well since my mom died in 2006 and I really need to have a stellar 40...at least once! If I keep this up, my daughters will be turning 40 with me!!! hehehe
I'm sorry you are in a funk sweetie. Somedays just bite the big one. Hi Shoshie sisters!
Peace.
Posted by: Traci at January 5, 2007 01:17 PM