January 21, 2007

Silencio

The test. She's either going to be no big deal or a really big deal. He explained it to me, did the procedure (um. ouch) and said that he didn't see anything horribly bad, but that if it is bad, at least I came in early. I felt like I was going to throw up the entire time I was there. I hate going to those appointments alone.

They also did a blood test to see if I'm in premenopause. Which is likely because I had radiation and chemo. At this point. I don't care.

I will find out the results of the tests next week. I'm going to live at the gym so I don't think about it.

I worked out really hard yesterday. I'm very frustrated. I am going to ask my doc if I can taper off the Lexipro because I find myself aggitated like I did with the Cymbalta. I looked it up, and apparently can have the same side effects as the Cymbalta. Great. I'm taking a drug to help deal with the drug I didn't need in the first place whose side effects alter my state of mind.

I'd rather just work out. Endorphins are much more fun than drugs.

Ok. I'm being reminded that "I need to have some fun today."

I can do this. I have child that speaks bird. And P-caw, P-caw today means, "We need to have some fun today."

Your assignment. Simple. Do something fun.

I miss you Elvis. Be cool.

Posted by debutaunt at January 21, 2007 09:30 AM
Comments

P-caw, p-caw, p-caw.

Many hopes for fun for you today. :)

Posted by: amanda at January 21, 2007 11:37 AM

I'm giving you an assignment, based on your "Have fun" assignment for the day. Play "Sexyback" by Justin Timberlake and you and Zoe shake your tailfeathers clean off. :)

As for my assignment, it snowed last night! I'm going to go have a snowball fight and find a hill. Woo!

Posted by: Angie at January 21, 2007 12:08 PM

my small person just reminded me that 'we need to have some family time today.' yikes. so yes, deb, go have some fun. p-caw. xoxox

Posted by: islaygirl at January 21, 2007 12:50 PM

I think it is going to be "no deal". The banker will offer you a lifetime pass of no stress.

Here's to a fun day at the gym.

Posted by: Claire at January 21, 2007 03:35 PM

I am jealous that my kid doesn't speak bird. Oh, but he speaks "dog wanguage."

Posted by: kami at January 22, 2007 08:48 AM