I'm still here. I get a spinal tap tomorrow to rule out viruses, etc. I'm in good spirits, but they still can't figure out why I have 24/7 headaches. My eyes don't seem to dialate as much here but I think it's because I don't sleep all night and keep getting interrupted. When I sleep all night, they dialate like huge in the mornings.
I was so happy because I had my favorite nurse all day yesterday, Nurse Vicki. She is so funny and takes such great care of me. She's got such a good vibe to her ~ super cheerful. And she has the best Marti Gras hat. I also got to see all my lovey nurses in the ATC the other day. I love them all so much. I love all my nurses. They are great here. They make me feel so safe. Like someone really cares about me. And since I'm away from my family, that means so much to me. I'm so lucky. So blessed to have this place. I thank God I am able to be here.
I've been walking a lot. Not writing much. Listening to my music often. Thank you iTunes. No visitors because it's Spring Break, but that's ok because I'm just sitting here. I need to download some more music. I have a lot, but I have heard it all so many times.
I'm missing Zoe like crazy. She keeps asking when I will be home. I'm completely bummed to be missing her spring break. We were going to do all kinds of San Antonio touristy stuff. And work on her correspondence with all her new pen pals (thanks to those who have sent cards already. she loves them)
And I need to plan her birthday party. She's been talking about it for a long while. I'd love to take her bowling because that party was so much fun. And it's different.
Brenda D is back in the hospital. Prayers to her. Girl, do we all have to come kick your butt? I'm sending super Uma healing powers to you to kick it.
Ok. I'll write more later. I'm going walking.
Me at the Tavern for sh*tty drunk Karaoke. I didn't sing, but I flirted like a maniac. No one called me sir that night.

Here is the beach. Sis #2 sent it to me. And D1 is in Paris. Spring break. I will live vicariously through you.

I can do this. I'm a walking fool now.
Your assignment today is to think good vibes and pray for me. I don't like spinal taps, but they are what they are. I really want this to be nothing. Love you!
Posted by debutaunt at March 11, 2007 11:10 AMDo you want new music? I will send cd's if you tell me what you like and where to send it. I have many songs in my itunes.
Posted by: Tutu at March 11, 2007 04:33 PMGirl I'm right down the street from MD Anderson if you need a visitor. I'm on Spring Break too but too broke to go anywhere. Maybe if I hadn't bought those new shoes...
Posted by: Shell at March 11, 2007 07:42 PMI really want this to be nothing too. I've been thinking of you and hoping good things for you. Peace.
Posted by: Traci at March 11, 2007 08:03 PMGet well soon, Deb. Headaches are no fun and I know it's frustrating not knowing the cause.
I'll have you on my mind tomorrow. Lots of hugs to you and Zoe.
Posted by: Kay at March 11, 2007 08:09 PMI'll be thinking of you all day sending super power Uma arse kicking vibes. x
Posted by: Lynne at March 12, 2007 03:19 AMUgh.. headaches and spinal taps.. yuck. Praying for you. ST's sure aren't fun.
Praying everything gets better soon and you are home to your lil "brownie" soon
My brownie was thrilled when I told her tonight you had written back, and She can send mail..
Looking forward to talking to you. Keep your head up!
Sandra
You look frickin' hot in that picture.
I'll be sending you an email in a couple of days to get the address for mail. I'm delaying it like that because I'm going into Chicago on Thursday and I want to pick up some cool postcards to send to Zoe and you. :)
Posted by: Jessica at March 12, 2007 09:17 AMYou are looking great!!
Posted by: kami at March 12, 2007 09:54 AMI'm sending you good vibes from here. I'm hoping the tap went ok and you'll be hearing good news soon.
Posted by: Bren, Cody'sMom at March 12, 2007 06:06 PMWhat kind of music are you into, I'll totally send you some good tunes.
Get better hon.
Posted by: Gurn at March 12, 2007 07:55 PM