I watched Celebrity Rehab With Dr. Drew the other night with Sis #1. (Um, Dr. Drew... kind of a babe I'm thinking).
While I watched these people detox I had a question. Is there a rehab for people who are forced to take multiple meds? I am stuck on these steroids because when I get off them, I have some really horrible side effects. Muscle aches, digestive issues, headaches. I counted this morning and I took 33 pills. That's just not right. I feel like they are just damaging me somehow.
So I wish maybe I could go to a rehab or a spa or something and get off of them. I hate to talk about this, but I feel really depressed when i think about how horrible I feel. There are so many things I want to be doing, but feel sooo bad and I just can't. The gym and the pool are calling me. I want to take classes, I want to read more books, and I want to go dancing. The kind of dancing until you are breathless, laughing and sweaty.
I love my daughter, but all I can think about sometimes is just going to a spa for massages and pampering. Workouts, meditation, and delicious healthy food cooked by someone else. And sleep. Real sleep. Not the tossing turning, restless wakeful sleep. Sometimes I hurt so bad I just can't sleep.
Oh well. I should start playing the lottery to pay for all of my dreams.
I'm too boring to be funny. I was updating the My Favorite Links post and some of those entries made me laugh. There were many that also made me cry. Some made me do both. I think I may have to start blogging on a regular basis again. This whinese stuff is for the birds.
I can do this. My bird talker is next door playing with the neighbor's dog and eatin' ribs.
No assignment today.
Posted by debutaunt at January 26, 2008 11:41 AM