I was hurt only because I allowed myself to get hurt. It wasn't as if he intentionally hurt me. He's an extremely kind and caring person. Sometimes you just need to thicken your skin a little and be more realistic about what people's intentions are. And when they don't want you, it's not personal. It just is what it is.
Something is terribly wrong with me. I sleep all night. Then I take Zoe to school and end up sleeping another 4-5 hours during the day. My mouth is still hurting. I go see my local San Antonio transplant doc tomorrow. I really do feel so awful. I can't seem to wake up!
I'm taking Zoe to vote with me after school today. Yesterday she looked at me with a totally serious face and said, "Mom, you can't vote for Barack Obama. He wants longer school days and year round school." We looked it up and he actually does. Not necessarily year round, but extended school. I kind of don't dig that. I like my child to have summer. When they are done with school and start working, they don't get summers or spring breaks. I want Zoe to be a child while she still can. Besides she goes to see her dad for the summer. I don't want that to not happen. I want her to enjoy school and I can't imagine her in school any more hours than they already are.
I can do this. I eat my veggies.
Your assignment today is to cook a healthy meal at least 2-4 times this week. Not just for you, but for your entire family. You can do it!
Posted by debutaunt at March 4, 2008 02:52 PMAs I currently sit here with an iv in my arm and infusion draining into me, I totally know what it feels to me so worn down and just at the end of your rope. And to feel hurt by someone you trusted again, well it sucks... but hold on. It will get better. Better days are ahead, it is just taking a bit longer than expected to get there... Hugs, hang on! I am thinking about you (and Zoe too)
(But I voted Obama LOL)
I pray for brighter days for you.
Posted by: claire at March 5, 2008 09:04 AMMake the doctor listen to you. If you don't feel paid attention to, keep speaking up until you do. You know your body and yourself and somebody needs to pay attention dammit!
I won't vote for Obama. Yucko.
Posted by: traci at March 5, 2008 02:31 PM