I don't even know you all that well, Deb. But what I do know is that you're a strong woman. I love you in the way that an internet buddy who doesn't know you can love you. I feel your pain. My family is split a thousand different ways and I know how it feels to be without a limb (aka you're baby). You are going to do this and you're going to do it damn good. Hang in there sister girl and know that someone in the land of the midnight sun is thinking of you.

P.S. Yes, I have been drinking. *kisses*

Yo honey! Sending you lots of vibes of strength.

Also - I did bfl... i think 3 and a half years ago now. I have before and after pics that would knock your socks off! After I finished I was sometimes lazy and sometimes not... today I am in the best shape of my whole entire life, and it's because I know how to take care of myself from bfl.

So good for you! You will benefit so much, really really.